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In an emotional scene, Farrah breaks down in tears as she walks over to the grave of baby daddy Derek Underwood, who died in a car accident before Sophia’s birth.

On tonight’s episode of Teen Mom, Farrah Abraham finally builds up enough courage to visit the cemetery where Derek Underwood, Sofia‘s father, is buried. Derek died in a devastating car crashon December 28, 2008, just two months before Sophia was born on February 23, 2009. So sad. 

Farrah meets up Derek’s dad and stepmom, who walk her and Sophia to his grave. Farrah struggles to hold back her tears, saying, “I don’t know why I’m already sad, I’m just thinking about it.”

When she reaches his tombstone, Farrah tells Sophia, “This is your daddy’s grave right here and they decorated it for him.”

Once Farrah’s back in the car, she breaks down in front of her mom saying, “He’s just in the ground like…It’s hard that Sofia doesn’t understand!”

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